Dreams
i slept really good in my car last night underneath 2 big blankets and wearing two big coats. in my dream i met danny wolf the producer who worked on a lot of 2015 era ilovemakonnen music and i remember one of my friends from middle school was telling him that he was drinking too much and it was a danger to himself because he drove to where we were at.
I had a dream that i was in school again and we were playing this weird truth or dare game in class and it kept getting more intense until we were like tying people down and trying to remove their limbs then when i walked out of the classroom i realized every other class was doing it too.
I had a dream where my dad was bothering me and wouldn't leave me alone i can't remember the exact details but i often have dreams like this. i have a lot of dreams involving losing my autonomy. i get stuck in hypnagogic states often in the morning before i wake up where i feel half awake and hypervigilant. the dreams sometimes are like me making music in my head or like free associating concepts.